
We lost our old cat a couple of weeks ago and of course we were saddened. But yesterday I got news one of my best friends died suddenly. We were just laughing and chatting in a phone conversation on Wednesday and on Thursday she died suddenly after complications from a surgery. I am really heart broken. I’m so happy we had such a fun conversation and made each other laugh on Wednesday. However I am not the type of person to dwell. I know that life is unforgiving and you must move on with it or be miserable forever. But I don’t need to rush into it just yet.

What makes me happiest besides a secure home? My dogs and cats. I know if I cry they will come to me and place a paw on my arm. I have people in my life that won’t do that. Also my room of books. People who love books will know what I mean by this. I can sit in the room with all my books and I feel peace. It gives me the same peace that being out in nature with my camera gives me.

What do I do when upset or sad? I rearrange the books on my shelf. I revisit those books that get lost at the back of the shelf I haven’t seen lately. So I did a declutter of several shelves. That led to a new mission. You have to love a new mission.
Remember it’s winter here. Today was sunny but quite cold and we had gale force winds. After taking the dogs out for only a 30 minute walk I couldn’t wait to get back in the house. Our winds come from the south and south west. Well, what’s south of us? Antarctica. Enough said. It blows cold. No wind? Bearable.
I have a lot of Penguin publisher sets of books. I have a set of the Penguin modern classics. I have a smaller set of Penguin journeys. I have all of the Penguin archive books in the set. I have rummaged through the shelves and put all the Penguin books together. I have the 80 Little Black classics set. Having put them all together on a couple of shelves, they look great. I have the 70s anniversary set of Great Ideas. Have I read them? Sadly not many.

So my mission is this:
I have all of them scanned into the app BookBuddy. BookBuddy is great. You must pay a nominal charge for it but it’s worth it. Once the books are scanned they can be sorted not only by author and title but by publisher, by keyword often but best of us it will pick a book from the list randomly.
My project for the rest of this year is to not only read my book club books but to finish the year with only Penguins from the sets. The variety is great fun and I really want to get stuck into them. They are fairly thin so I should be able to read them easily. The font is good and with my eyesight being what it is I can read the book with a bright light, which I have.
The beginning of the year had me reading block busters. East of Eden, Pachinko and Demon Copperhead to name a few. I feel really flat right now and I don’t feel like much excitement. I’m really sad over the loss of my friend and I’m going to miss her so much.
We met on a tour in Japan. We had the same cameras, the same lens. Even our birthdays are on the same day. We were truly two peas in a pod. We loved photography. She lived in Sydney. We did a road trip together with our cameras a few years ago along the New South Wales coast. It was so much fun. I have flown to Sydney a couple of times to spend time with her. We just really clicked and one doesn’t get that very often.

So now I want peace to reflect. I just want to spend time with a couple of really good friends I have here. I don’t want crowds. I don’t want chaos. I want my dogs, my cat in my lap and I want the smell of books in my hands. I also want Mr. P to get home from his family trip in Canada. It will be nice to have everyone back under one roof and our routines. I know, I’m really boring at times.
I remember as a child growing up in a small town in mid Michigan there was quite a bit of chaos in our home life. I would go to our small local library and sit there and read. It was so much fun to be left loose in a library at a young age to take home up to 12 books for two weeks. It was just a block away so I could walk there whenever I wanted.
I’d finish the books immediately and go back for more. There were old photographs to look at, magazines and those funny old things you hold up to your eyes to look through to see a cardboard photo in 3D. I just can’t remember the name of what they were. I remember sitting at a table in the quiet going through the boxes of old historical photos in 3D. So I know when chaos or sadness hits I spend time with books.
I will let you know what the first couple of random picks of the Penguins are. Also our August book group read is a Month in the Country by J. L. Carr and although I’ve not read it I’ve always heard good things about it. All the best to you for the week. Stay tuned for the next drum roll.















